Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving Loves! It is truly a day to count our blessings and to be honest I think every day should be like Thanksgiving! Not for the food cause I know for a fact my thighs couldn't take it, but for the Love and thankfulness of appreciating life and being surrounded by the people you love most! Im truly blessed beyond my wildest dreams that God gave me the gift of a second chance at life and It brings me to my knees with tears that im so lucky he chose me to keep going and make a difference through my experience!! Even though it was hard, this path he chose me to go on is what Im meant to live for!! And for that I will be forever be grateful, blessed, and thankful!!!

And above all im soooooooooo thankful for the people in my life!! You know who you are all my fam friends and supporters!! I could not express the love I have for all of you its true! I know I say this all the time but there will never be any word to describe the fact that you guys are pure awesome, and how blessed I am that some how some way we have crossed paths in our lifes!! I have met sooo many other people recently especially through my journey with battling cancer and I cherish each and every one of you!! You are all so diff and so unique to just have the honor of having you in my life is just the best And I wouldn't change it for anything thing in the world!! Sooooo on that note lets give thanks to God for all the things he has done for us!! And remember loves, there will always be things in our life that aren't perfect, there will be hard times, even people who come into our life's who are absolutely not the nicest or positive energy to come into our life to say the least BUUUUUUUT! Remember its all for a reason even if you cant see it. Everything and every one is meant to cross paths or happen for a reason. So every day that you wake up be thankful no matter what happens your still breathing!!!

Never Apologize

There's to many beautiful things in life to see and experience as well as beautiful people to meet. Maybe not every little thing or people you meet might be positive to you, but why blame yourself for trying to see the good in people or in certain situations. Life is to short to be wasting time and be boring. Be free and Be yourself because it's then that you'll live with no regrets surrounded by those who you not only love and cherish, but by those who truly love and cherish you! - Liv Vee XOXOXO

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ER Visit

Sooooo Lately with life I think its safe to say its been pretty random if I do say so myself. There's been a lot of doors that have opened up to me and for the first time im excited to go in to every single one with my head held up high and strong to see what's inside! Buuuuuuut, which im sure you loves as well as I know throughout life not all doors you walk into have the best things in them to find BUT HEY!!! I do believe every thing happens for a reason so if there's a door open why not go through it if its meant to lead you to where your destined to be am I right!? There's no use just waiting and standing there for a pointless amount of long time if eventually your going to have walk through it, plus I mean its life sooooo you kinda don't have a choice really hahaha. In this case one of my doors was the ER and its something I was hoping I wouldn't have to see at all or at least for a long period of time but yuuuup it happens.

I Can Not at all THANK GOD enough for it not being something too extremely severe!! It never fails that even in the most darkest, scariest, paranoid and stressful times God is always there not to just walk me through the storm but he carries me through the storm!! It started off with extreme jabbing pains on my side which would randomly come and go. At first I thought maybe its just something I ate and the usual stomach ache. But then it started to become even more painful to the point where even walking and breathing was painful and it was then I knew it wasn't just something to brush off lightly that it would go away. Of course with my past history of having a tumor behind my stomach along with some on my side I freaked! I was really good and calm in the beginning until the doctor kept ordering more test due to him not knowing what it was. Oooooh maaaah goooosh!! It was the looooongest flippen 5 hours everrrrrrrrr!!! Plus it didn't help that I had a lets just say not so nice in the beginning nurse who eventually lightened up after I spoke to her. Nooooooooo I didnt slap her if thats what you were thinking hahaha(Iknow I wanted to) i didn't, I was actually very nice. When someone is being grouchy when you arent feelin good there's absolutely nothing wrong with putting a smile on your face and making sure that they know its not very nice to act that way with a patient! So She became nicer hahah!! Back to the point hahah it was just a really weird and of course rare stomach thing that is super rare, in fact so rare that all that's even in the Doctor's manual is treat with ibuprofen.

Its extremely painful but hey I'll take it if its nothing to worry about and it should go away in a couple of days!! I wont go into great detail cause It'll be boring facts you don't really want to read about, but lets just say even though it sucked I did get a good laugh out of it even if my stomach did hurt from laughing to hard!! Just knowing it wasn't the Hodgkins again I felt like the whole world weight on my shoulders had lifted and I could breathe again! My doc was so chill & the funniest thing at explaining what it was by drawing it out on a blanket which I thought was awesome he took the time to really explain, "it wasn't bad but it wasn't good but more good than bad" due to the pain. But just the way he used all kinds of things in the room to explain it, including using my jacket even his hair hahahaha!!! That alone made me feel better!! So who ever you are Mr.Doctor Dude you rock! Im just so thankful the pain is finally going away and I can start to get off bed rest!!!! It will be a memory I hold with me forever and it will be known as the ER visit that was extremely painful not serious but made me laugh all the way back to the car! I guess I have a pretty good story to tell my Grand Kids now!! hahaha!!! Hope you loves are havin a great day!!!

 

 

Halloween 2014

 
Hey Loves!!! So a lil on the late side but Happy HALLOWEEN! Well not that's a surprise from me being late on posting lol Buuuuuut hope y'all had a safe and awesome SCAREY Halloween!!! What were you loves?! Can you guess what I was without looking below???!!! Well if not heres just a few pics of some of the things I was this year!

I don't know bout you guys but I love Halloween!!! Its one of my fav days throughout the year and of course I had to go all out and go bonkers! It is my first year of Halloween in 3 years and 1st year cancer free!!!!

 

 

These last few years were exteremly hard when I wasn't able to go really celebrate due to being sick and or in treatment. So this year it was such a blessing to finally have some fun!

 

And of course who else was I going to spend it with than non other these Gals!!! Was a night full of major dorky Halloween fun and I cant help but feel like we still havent grown up haha! Screaming contest and all was a very successful fun night until it started pouring rain non stop!!!

 

 

I mean don't get me wrong I love the rain but in the middle of the street with shorts and no jacket and a face full of paint I think maybe not the best time for rain hahah but regardless it was still a perfect night and boy do we need the water!! Considering we are in a drought It was a very good thing and hey you know what the rain even helped me be the biggest scare of the night!! We all forgot I had face paint on so in the rush of running back into the car with turned on lights My dripping face sure gave us including me a scare hahahahahahaha!!!