Hey Loves! Hoping y'all are having a great day and that you had an awesome Easter! And just to let you know I was Really excited that the "Comfort Kits" made it just in time for Easter and where delivered to Patients This past week! Also just Incase you missed it or are curious what this last set of "Comfort Kits" looked like or had in them, feel free to scroll on down and check out the Latest "Comfort Kit" update I posted here on ze blog!
So As Of lately I've been trying to post more and be more involved with Chromatic and Its been going great if I do say so myself! Starting this upcoming May there will be all new sorts of fun new things I will be posting about which im suuuper stoked about!! I don't want to give away to much but I will say its a lot of new different segements!!! Staring with MUSIC!! (HINT).....(HINT) I just thought it be fun to switch things up not only just for the blog but for you loves!! Also in exciting Chromatic L'Amour news If all goes well like it has we will hopefully be apart of an event this upcoming June, so keep your fingers crossed and as soon as I have more news on that I will let you know!!!
Also I want to give a very Happy B-Day Shout out to this ooooooh sooooo FIIIIIIIIIne Pretteh Ladeh My very own older sister!!!! I hope you had a great Birthday, I love you to infinity and beyond!!! XOXOXOXO It's sort of extremely funny to think that at one time when we were younger that we didn't get along due to us being 8 years apart. But now it be literally the world turned upside down if we didn't talk to each other every day. There is literally not a day that goes by where we don't see or talk to each other, in fact its almost too scary to know how close we are together now hahaha!
Seriously I don't know what I do without my sisters!!!! I know a lot of people say that but I can honestly truthfully say that they are a HUGE reason why my heart is till beating this very second. The love I have for them is so strong there isn't anything I wouldn't do for them and I just thank god that he has blessed me with them to be my sisters to love and protect me. They are so much apart of me beyond just same blood there is no words to describe our bond! I love you guys!!!!!!! And for all you loves you have sibilings make sure to give em lots of love because today is National sibling day!!!!
In other news recently it hasn't been as much of a smooth ride for my health, which should come as no surprise to you loves, embarrassingly enough it seems like the never ending story these last couple of months posting about going in and out of the ER. I knew after my treatments that eventually all the chemo and radiation I've had would come back and bite me in the a@# but I will say I wasn't ready for it, especially not this soon. Usually when your Cancer free people seem to think that its over completely, which it may be for some and thank God for that!! Some people live the rest of their life without complications which is great!! But unfortunately there are all those who still continue to suffer even after treatment and I am one of them. And I say this not in bad way with anger but only with a little frustration, and to be honest I feel horrible and guilty for even feeling frustrated, because to be honest I'd rather have any other health problems;things that can eventually get better than to be back where I started with cancer. But then reality sinks in and I realize Hey! I have been through a lot and its ok to be a little frustrated! Trying to get back on my feet was hard enough, trying to train my body to learn how to eat properly again and sleep again. These are things that are not at all by any means easy and there are so many of us who have had to go through this. So when something else comes along while your trying to pick yourself back up again, I know now its ok to be a little frustrated especially when they say its due to possible exposure to chemo or treatments. I guess the best way to put it is, it's almost like a new chapter in my life. Before it was getting through battling fighting for my life, and now it's I got my life back but still trying to fight to keep it strong/healthy. It seems like I just cant get away from cancer, even though I kicked its ASS it still continues to haunt me by causing late side effects.
Buuuuuuuuuuuut as they say it could be worse and as I believe things happen for a reason. So with that being said pain stress and all Thank you GOD For being with me every step of the way and thank you for allowing things to turn up and now its time to have surgery!!!!! Its time to remove this dang gallbladder and to also find out why I have a chronic cough!!!!! Soooo Another adventure begains and here are some pics from a pamphlet that I received which are A.) Funny as heck because you could tell they are like from the 80's and B.) I don't know if its just me but they are totally creepy and grows I totally had to post so I wasn't the only one who had to look at them!!! hahaha!!
So to conclude todays post/night I will now go off and have a Netflix marathon of "Ghost Whisper" which I've been totally addicted to lately and also to end things off with my fav part of this week! No matter how stressful my day gets with all these doc appointments and stuff every time I get into the car randomly my car radio will start playing Queen's "Another One Bites The Dust" song and I cant help but smile laugh and jam to it ha! Love it! Till next time loves have a lovely night!!
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