Bring ~N~ Feeling Back

Hey Loves! Its finally Friday Whoot Whoot!

Its the weekend and to be honest Im so glad this week is  over!!!

Other than for the past week and couple of days my back gave out on me and having extreme pain, had a docs appointment and numbers are still high and showing somethins not right. May 6th is the BIG TEST and so far its been nothin but a anxious count down and Its been nothin but stuck at home and HOT dates with some good ol stick on heating pads haha!! But I'm back and ready to get some work done!

 Or at least attempt to!

Totally got distracted with these amaaaaaaayzing beauties!!!!

Side Tracked (GUILTY!!!)

GIMME GIMME!!!!!

Have A Good Weekend Loves!

Glamour & Shine

Hey Loves!

So as you know, theres aways somethin not just for me but for eveybody in our daily life that always comes around and puts ya in a funk.

So today is all about being POSITIVE!!!!!

There may be hard times that always come on around, but its all bout how you deal with things and how you pull yourself back up! Its the hard Trials in life that shape you and make you who you are today...

Like they say your a Diamond in the Rough.

So if your having a bad day,week ,month, year, or what ever remember that it can't rain forever Loves!

So go on ~N~ Glamour and Shine like the Diamond that you are!!!!

So in attempt to being positive today I decided to get my nails did by GlamourShineNails!!!

So I have something pretty to look at when Im worken or stuck in bed haha!!

Make sure to check out GlamourShineNails on Instagram and keep an eye out for their youtube account coming out soon!!!

Have A Good Day Loves!!!

Another ER round : I Think I cant breathe!!

Hey Loves! 

Hope ya all are well and having a lovely Day!

  So Im pretty sure you can already tell what I've been up to lately since the last time I've been on here, from the pic down below and the title up top.

Yuuuuuuup craaaaap it was anotha round to the ER for this girl.

So as of recently I was starting to notice that its been getting harder and harder to breathe but the docs said it was normal and  it was just a side affect from the radiation.

Pluse it wasnt that bad yet,I would sort of kinda get out of breathe but go back to normal so didnt really bother me that much.

So loooooong story short loves I know It's totally obvs that  when your lips turn purple and you cant catch your breathe you shld sooo go in and being a CNA I should know better but it wasnt till like yesterday it was so bad that I decided to go in.  (STUPID!! I knoooow)

Buuuuuuut FYI I always call or go in when needed! I may have waited this one out way to long before I went in, but I really thought it was gonna go away like it did before.

I guess I was just scared/in denile and was in a " I'm totally fine I can do this" zone buuuuuut I meaaaan come on "OLIVIA" your not freggin WONDER WOMEN!!! (YES I scold/talk to my self)

I mean even super heros need help sometimes right....

So going in they thought it was a heart murmur which made me almost piss my pants.

Then they thought It was a Blood clot which really made me piss my pants.

Then they said it could be other things because of radiation side affects and ooooh gooooosh I was freaking out!! I kept calm even tho was there for a total of 6 hours!!!

Between going to a diff rooms,x-rays,blood work,having staff forget bout me,having the doc scavanger hunt for me all that good stuff it was a looooong wait!!

Results came back and was told I have Pleurisy (sweeling of the lung tissue) nothing really to worry bout because its due to the radiation but to keep a close watch on my breathing incase any worse it cld be something more seriouse.

Buuuuuut the highlight of this hard scarey adventure I got the HOTEST Nurse tech in training to keep an eye on me!!!! Hahaha!!!!

 

Well loves now that I caught you up on the deal-e-o ima go get some rest, Still haven a lil trouble with breathing but its all good, Im blessed that it wasnt anything worse and Im thankful to be livivng another day. Take care loves and when it comes to a situation like mine dont wait to get checked!!

Also

My thoughts and prayers go out to all the those who were at the terrible Boston incedint : To those who passed, who were hurt and injured and to their families.

No one should ever havet to go through or see these things!

What is this world coming to. . . .

Unfortunate News

Hey Loves! Well Its about to be the wee hours of the morn and I can't sleep.

Man oh man theres alot on my mind! So the results came back from the Cat scan and unfortunately Loves there was not so much good news . . .

There hasn't been much change at all.

Now cat scans we all know basically show like shadows of whats inside of you and in this case the

measurements of the tumor show that its the same. There is no way of telling with this particular scan that if it is still cancerous . . .  ? ? ? yeah I know this shit is confusing.

Long story short this could mean 3 things

A. I could be cancer free and it is just still to early to see if the radiation has worked (WHICH WE ARE HOPING)

B. It is still very much so Cancer and need to go through more surgeries to figure out what we shld do next

and C. It may not be Hodgkins Lymphoma theres a chance it turned into something else.

The only way to find out for sure is the BIG TEST!!!!

The Pet Scan which will be the first week of May it will show exactly if it is still Cancer and I pray to God it isn't.

At this point loves Im not so sure how to feel honestly, I mean it could be worse so I shouldnt complain but then the hard part is knowing that maybe one day soon it may come to being worse. The more and more I push the worst case scenario thoughts away the harder they come pounding back in my head.

I dont know where tomorrow or even next year will lead. I could live till im old or die when im young but one thing I know is I will never stop fighting!!

So in the mean time Ima keep continuing to be busy with work and listening to my fav bands and thier amayzing tunes that are helping me get through these tough times. Now I could be here for days telling you how much in LOVE and how much in AWWWE Iam with these bands but I woooooont for your sake I'll make it short haha!

Enjoy I know I will!!!

What are some of your fav artist/bands or songs msg me on KIK : Liv_Vee

Well Good Morning Loves!

It is yet another busy week upahead for this gal.

First on Todays and this weeks list is a Cat Scan and results tomorrow!

Now im keeping CALM . . .  for the most part haven't really been trying to think about it.

Although it's scarey knowing that I will be going through all the big tests again to see if the Cancer is gone I still have high hopes!! (FINGERS CROSSED!!)

And I'm very HAPPY to have gotten the news today that a family friend has just been told she is cancer free along with  2 of my Aunts that recieved results that they were clear and Negative to any cancer. Now if ya'll can come on and pass that good luck on over here to lil ol me that be pretty awesome haha!!

Well Loves I hope you have an amayzing day!

And don't think I forgot about the sneak peeks that I promised for the clothing line, I've gotten alot of asks bout that and I know its taken forever BELIEVE me I know!!! Im dying to show ya! I never really knew how long it took to get all these demos and stuff together (NIEVE) but hang in there they're comin soon!!!!

Make sure to keep posted and follow me on Instagram and Vine

: @liv_vee

And if you dont have one get your self on over and jump on it!

It Can't Rain Forever

Hey Loves! Well as you know Its been a hard week to get through as you know my Nana passed away, and I cant belive its already been a lil over a week since shes been gone. Its something I wont ever get used to but as a family we are trying to pull through and get through this together. There will always be hard times but It can't rain forever.

Which brings me to Today's Topic!

Today is my My lovely sisters Birfday!! WHOOT!! WHOOT!!

Now if I put her age on here she will kill me so I won't mention she is turning 29 . .  .

Hahahahahahaha!!!!

Happy birthday Shell!! Now I know alot of people say this Loves but seriously my BIG SIS is amayzing and she seriously is th best Big sister ever! I know the first couple of years in our life we hated and despised eachother I mean we are 8 years apart (could dad and mom have taken any longer to have me) haha! But I love your short lil self and calling you 24/7 wondering what your doing even though you might be over here at my casa in the very next room haha!!! I don't know where I would be without you watching over me all these years. I love you and other than you being a sista and best friend you are one of the few people in my life that mean the world to me and I adore you . . . .  sometimes . . . . hahaha nooooo yeeeeeees. . . well any ways sorry loves this is turning into to much of a mushy lovey fest so I'll end it here saying what went down today and how it was yet another family affair and it was lovely!

HAPPY BIRFDAY!!!!!

So Here was the run down for today

We ate a wicked breakfast at Eggs ~N~ Things!!

Then spent the whole day debating what the heck she wanted todo Cause ya know some people can't make up there minds (SHELL) then finally we decidede to go watch . . . . .

Which was amayzing!! Loved it! Pluse the fact that James Franco was in it and was like practically in every scene was the beeeeeeeeeest part! (Drool... Drool) just sayin!!!

Oh! ~N~ it made it that much better knowing we had the whole place to ourselves!

(cool/creepy)

Then last but not least we ended with some awesome Ice cream brownie dessert which I sooo shld have taken a pick of cause it was so pretty but I sooo attacked it before I could find my phone to take a pic haha!

Night loves!

and once again Happy Birthday to my sassy sista!!

(throw back thursday haha!)