Well it's TIME!!!
The PET scan which is the BIG TEST is finally over Now time for Results!
(Finger Crossed!!)
So just to fill you in on some stuff incase you haven't heard of a pet scan before.
A pet scan is basically a test that you havet to be fasting for, so that they can give you and injection that is full of an sugary substance. So since there is nothing in your system but the injection any tumors or cancerous areas in the body will light up.
Now in my case I'm hoping NO areas Light up!!!
Which would be great because that would mean Im cancer free!!!!
But in these cases its best to not to get excited there is no telling what the results are.
I know by expierence what its like to get great news that something is working or that your getting better, then the next day find out it was all a lie and that its waay worse than what they thought.
Although this wasn't my plan or the life I thought I'd be living I have no reason to be mad at God.
I believe everything that happens whether good or bad has a reason.
Everyone has their own believes and opinions but I've seen to many beautiful things and Miracles in my life to not belive and have faith.
I've also seen endless tradgedies in this world to know there is a hell, Cancer being one of them.
I can spend countless hours and days whishing and hoping that I will be cancer free, but when it comes down to it sometimes you just need to let go.
The results I get on friday will change my whole life from here on out, I dont know if
it will be good or bad but what I do know is no matter what I will never stop fighting!!!
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